the thing about me

is that i never am early for anything. or maybe it's that i never want to. i hate the waiting for something to start when i cuold have been doing something else more productive feeling. so class is supposed to start at 11am but in mich we are always given ten after the hour. so i am in the comp lab writing this blog, trying to maximize my time before i have to go in and sit on my butt for the next two hours.

it's like that with all things. i just won't stop until it is absolutely necessary. like today i was ready for my 9am class at 8.30 but i decided to do stuff (not anything particularly consequential) until 9.05. then by the time i actually got to my seat in class, it was 9.20. i know many people like that or much worse. my roommate for one, never fails to make me wait. NEVER. she says five minutes when she really means 20. my mum too. i guess i should not let this develop into a sick habit. it already is to some extent as my friends can attest to, but what can i do if i'm such a time-maximising person?

someone therapize me please.