back in the big apple
yes, thanks kelly- it is true i can have any freaking haircut in this city and i will be A-OK. i think being back in singapore there is that pressure of being thin and having long hair. haha. i'm so vain. elaine says jia- are you anorexic?? i said back elaine! do i look like a stick to you?? elaine: anorexia is a mindset ok. me: ok well, i might have the mindset that i am fat, but not the will-power to do anything about it.
the next day i met elaine again and she said, jia- are you anorexic?!! i said, no, remember? elaine the doctor to be goes on to say: first criteria is that you have to be only 80% of your body weight. when you are anorexic you will also always believe you are fat and not eat (i think those were the three criteria). then we both agreed that i cannot be anorexic because i don't even meet 2 of the three criteria. ok lah jia, you are not anorexic. yes i am perfectly healthy elaine.
and south beach schmouth beach lah. there was no way to keep up the miami lifestyle in singapore. what with konnyaku jellies, rojak, fibreless philippine mangoes and the other glorious food. tomorrow i will start again. with resolve!
going back home this time was supposed to help clear my mind and i was to come back rejunvenated and more certain about my life, my goals and my aspirations. but none of that unfortunately. i am as unclear about what i want as when i left and maybe there's no way to figure it out until it actually HAPPENS to me. am i a dreamer???
the next day i met elaine again and she said, jia- are you anorexic?!! i said, no, remember? elaine the doctor to be goes on to say: first criteria is that you have to be only 80% of your body weight. when you are anorexic you will also always believe you are fat and not eat (i think those were the three criteria). then we both agreed that i cannot be anorexic because i don't even meet 2 of the three criteria. ok lah jia, you are not anorexic. yes i am perfectly healthy elaine.
and south beach schmouth beach lah. there was no way to keep up the miami lifestyle in singapore. what with konnyaku jellies, rojak, fibreless philippine mangoes and the other glorious food. tomorrow i will start again. with resolve!
going back home this time was supposed to help clear my mind and i was to come back rejunvenated and more certain about my life, my goals and my aspirations. but none of that unfortunately. i am as unclear about what i want as when i left and maybe there's no way to figure it out until it actually HAPPENS to me. am i a dreamer???
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